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For anyone who's tried CLA... is it any good?

I was also wondering if Apple Cider Vinegar capsules did anything.

I REALLY need to loose 20lb by the 24th of June 
or at least 15

also anyone who has tried femmeherb/adios max or fat metaboliser...
are any of those worth getting?

thanks x
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    fat=(

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 so i'm liquid fasting =)

but i sorta failed cause i had half a potato
but that's cause my mom made me =(

other than that i've had:

fruit smoothie thing i made with a peach, a plum and some grapes
tea (no milk, sugar)
green tea
vegetable stock
diet coke
sugar free chewing gum
half a boiled potato =(


hopefully i can be 100lbs by june 24th

but if not as long as i'm 110 or lower i can see my ex in my bathing suit =D


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    hopeful hopeful

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 I was locked all day, in the summer heat. In a small brown house, in suburban street. With a skateboard and my shit guitar I’d dream all day that they would get me far. My dad would ask me about my grades, the asshole sports that I never played. And then I’d ask about the girls he’d date behind our backs when mom would stay up late. And it was near when I turned 16, got kicked out of school and so it seemed that things were closing in and ready to blow. My dad moved out about that year or so

It took an hour to start a punk rock band to offset my fucked up family land and as I held my mom would start to cry. I swore ourselves a better life If I had a chance for another try, I wouldn't change a thing, it’s made me all of who I am inside. And if I could thank god, that I am here and that I am alive. And everyday I wake, and tell myself a little harmless lie, the whole wide world is mine. 

The summers gone, the years have past my friends have changed, a few did last. The smallest dreams got pushed aside for the largest ones that changed my life. And all I wish for has come to pass, from rock n roll to love and cash. It’s all success if its what you need. Do what you like and do it honestly. If I had a chance for another try, I wouldn't change a thing, it’s made me all of who I am inside. And if I could thank god, that I am here and that I am alive. And everyday I wake, and tell myself a little harmless lie, the whole wide world is mine. 

If I had a chance for another try, I wouldn't change a thing, it’s made me all of who I am inside. And if I could thank god, that I am here and that I am alive. And everyday I wake, and tell myself a little harmless lie,  the whole wide world is mine. 


And the whole wide world is mine.

This song is one that explains my life. COMPLETELY.
But replace the music with acting.

Why I love to act
Basically, it gives me time to be someone else. For a moment I can pretend that I don't have a problem with eating, that my family is fine and that I don't wish everyday that I was someone else. If I didn't have acting, I wouldn't be able to cope at home. I go into my class and for two hours, I am someone else... even if they have their own problems, the problems aren't my problems. When I act... I become the character I'm playing and Jasmine Finer does not exist... for that moment when I don't exist... I am truly and utterly happy.

It sounds soo corny now I write it out.
But Honest-To-God it's true.

Alsooo
NO ONE COMMENTS ON MY POSTS 
it makes mee saaaaad =(
xxxxx


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    artistic artistic

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tomorrow:
- green tea x 2 (0)
- rice cake (23)

- vegetable soup (vegetable stock with celery and spring onions)(43)
- rice cake (23)

- 1/2 can Heinz Tomato Soup (86)
-rice cake (23)


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Tomorrow:

Calorie limit: 500

Breakfast:
- green tea
- 1/2 apple

Lunch:
- Chicken broth
- Celery

Dinner:
- left over fish =)


Gym for 2 hrs
I hr training

Cross trainer for 25 minutes
Bicycle machine for 25 minutes
sit ups for ten minutes

=)

xD
that's under 500 cals in all i think
but still....
its better to be too little than too big.

ENOUGH WITH THE FATTTTTTT
i can squidge it and it rolls
it makes me wanna barf X(



stay strong ♥


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    red =)